It’s not like that i did not think of writing earlier but there were all other reasons to write except the desire to write. I mean i was only attracted toward it by the fame associated with it. So whenever i did short research on how to start a blog page, i ended up with an inferiority complex since i stood nowhere near to my peers in the field. In other i would admit that my core inner me was not aligned with the purpose of writing. It’s not that i was not aware of the fact that to write a blog one requires some short of inclination towards the writing but i was not ready to bet on it. You must be thinking, so what now? am i ready? The answer is a little diplomatic, well i think unless one doesn’t start writing, it is impossible to assess if it’s good to write or not. It’s better to write what you can, do not fall for the mental gymnastics of to be or not to be. I feel like a freshman in the college of writing where there are already my senior’s fellows with such a good hand on writing. Neither have i done any course on content writing nor i have patient to do so but i am optimistic that this world shall allow me some space to my work. I am extremely excited and quite proud of myself for overcoming the mental roadblock i was facing till now. I can feel inside me the energy which is ready to express in the form of words, it feels like now i have found a way of living. Now i have a purpose, a reason to live. Honestly if anyone can relate this that how difficult life is to live it without purpose or living the wrong one. Sorry for grammar or punctuation, have a good day.

Desi Neo